Move On

Its difficult sometimes.
I would like to forget,
but things are never that easy.
I embrace my family, and feel
their love.
All the while, something is still
empty.
Its a void I know will one day be filled,
but till that moment of epiphany I long, yearn,
for a feeling of wholeness. 
She is back on my mind.  I know she is not for me,
but the way she made me feel invigorated me.
I want it back.
She will not be back.
I tell myself she will be back.
I lie to myself. I feel better.
Move on.
My mind knows what I must do,
but my heart cannot comprehend.
It senses that lost love,
and is not ready to relinquish the feelings.